Strength in the Background      I often think that I am not good enough. I have a friend who is successful in school and her career. At times, I fear being in her shadow. I fear failure. I fear my success not being comparable to hers in the eyes of others and myself. I don’t believe this is godly. It’s jealousy or envy. It shows a lack of faith in God’s Plan in my life. It demonstrates the lack of focus in my own affairs because I mediate on the success of my friends. God please help me with this issue. You made me, so I am good enough. Success is relative and the blessings you have for your children are tailor-made just for them. Forgive me Father for my insolence and pride in regarding my desires for myself superior to your own. True strength lies in strength and humility.

Strength in the Background

     I often think that I am not good enough. I have a friend who is successful in school and her career. At times, I fear being in her shadow. I fear failure. I fear my success not being comparable to hers in the eyes of others and myself. I don’t believe this is godly. It’s jealousy or envy. It shows a lack of faith in God’s Plan in my life. It demonstrates the lack of focus in my own affairs because I mediate on the success of my friends. God please help me with this issue. You made me, so I am good enough. Success is relative and the blessings you have for your children are tailor-made just for them. Forgive me Father for my insolence and pride in regarding my desires for myself superior to your own. True strength lies in strength and humility.

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Black dolls manufactured to celebrate the Black is Beautiful movement. Harlem, 1968.
By Eve Arnold
“At times we may feel as though there is times when our love is beyond control, extremely potent and over-passionate, yet there is a growing fissure between your thoughts and actions. You can’t tell the person you love that you feel so because you feel that way”
This blog deathwillnotdousapart: Is because I lost the love of my life. Cancer took him from me, and with him, it took my future. It took all my hopes of marriage, children, waking up next to him for the rest of my life and growing old together.  Everyone asks me if I’m okay. I’m not. I won’t be. My heart is shattered, the pain is unreal. I feel so lost and so alone.  I don’t know how to keep going. Not without you. All I can do is try to survive and write every day about how much I love you, and how your love makes me.  please be strong. we havent met, but love has healing properties. strengthing characteristics. i can tell you without a doubt he loved you with all his heart and its a beautiful that you returned the love with fevour. i know youre a stranger, but i have love for you. God bless. (Source: deathwillnotdouspart)

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deathwillnotdousapart:

Is because I lost the love of my life. Cancer took him from me, and with him, it took my future. It took all my hopes of marriage, children, waking up next to him for the rest of my life and growing old together. 

Everyone asks me if I’m okay.

I’m not. I won’t be.

My heart is shattered, the pain is unreal. I feel so lost and so alone. 

I don’t know how to keep going. Not without you. All I can do is try to survive and write every day about how much I love you, and how your love makes me. 

please be strong. we havent met, but love has healing properties. strengthing characteristics. i can tell you without a doubt he loved you with all his heart and its a beautiful that you returned the love with fevour. i know youre a stranger, but i have love for you. God bless.

(Source: deathwillnotdouspart)